亞伯拉罕的信心

今日又收到醫生電話，個心又沉一沉，又係講啲唔講啲，同我book appointment今個星期四約見，今次唔知會講咩，唔知報告係唔係有問題？  我仍然好驚，唉! 信心又失了。

天父，求袮賜我和朱先生有亞伯拉罕的信心。
“他將近百歲的時候，雖然想到自己的身體如同已死，撒拉的生育已經斷絕，
他的信心還是不軟弱；並且仰望神的應許，總沒有因不信心裡起疑惑，
反倒因信心裡得堅固，將榮耀歸給神，
且滿心相信神所應許的必能作成。（羅馬書4:19-21)”

Blessings

天父噚日係sunday worship 同restoration worship裡面用呢首詩歌安慰我，我完全唱唔到，因為我已經喊到豬頭咁，好多謝神的安慰，甚至Eileen講嘅sermon remind 我神的大能。Thank You Jesus.



Blessings - Laura
We pray for blessings, we pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering

All the while You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

What if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough

And all the while You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

And what if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

When friends betray us, when darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
It's not our home

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst
This world can't satisfy?

And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise?

神的安慰

等待真係好辛苦，但神的安慰無離開過我，下面呢段經文係第一次收到消息時，神給我的安慰，但當我在等待當中信心被動搖，神又藉著Wayne的口再次提醒我，唔係再次而係三次，因為Wayne將這段經文連續讀咗兩次，我知唔係偶然，而係神好清楚話我知佢對我的promise. Thank you Jesus!

詩篇146
我們要讚美耶和華！
我的心哪，你要讚美耶和華！
我一生要讚美耶和華！
我還活的時候要歌頌我的神！
你們不要倚靠君王，不要倚靠世人；他一點不能幫助。
他的氣一斷，就歸回塵土；他所打算的，當日就消滅了。
以雅各的神為幫助、仰望耶和華他神的，這人便為有福！
耶和華造天、地、海，和其中的萬物；他守誠實，直到永遠。
他為受屈的伸冤，賜食物與飢餓的。耶和華釋放被囚的；
耶和華開了瞎子的眼睛；耶和華扶起被壓下的人。
耶和華喜愛義人。
耶和華保護寄居的，扶持孤兒和寡婦，卻使惡人的道路彎曲。
耶和華要作王，直到永遠！
錫安哪，你的神要作王，直到萬代！你們要讚美耶和華！

個心好痛

今日又收到醫生電話，佢會幫我約時間抽羊水檢查，簡值又將我同Alex跌落谷底，個心好痛。
我好驚細B朱有事，真係好驚，我唔明點解每一次pregnancy都唔好過，今次我唔知向天父講咩好，只懂係到大喊。
“聖靈啊，求袮來，我軟弱，袮明白，
我無言，袮嘆息，親自為我代求。”

晴天霹靂

今日收到醫生電話，我驗血報告發現細B朱有可能有“唐氏綜合症”，我同Alex聽到呢個消息晴天霹靂，我不斷問自己點解會咁架，係唔係我做錯事所以撹到BB咁呀？係唔係神罰我唔聽佢話？係唔係我家族所犯嘅罪累到BB呀？
我不斷哭不斷哭不斷祈禱認罪，攬住BB朱同朱先生不斷哭，大家咩都做唔到，只有交托俾神。
pray that 呢個星期五ultrasound結果一切正常。
Please keep it in secret, we won't wanna our family know that cuz we don wanna them worry.